3am................................

Winding down after yet another nightshift at work. Responsible for closing. I am nocturnal.

The next week and half will be pretty much similar. At least i get my days to do whatever. So many different people come and go at work. Bingo tonight had the front bar together in a happy vibe. Sat down for a quick smoke break with a couple of familar termy locals..... Few girls filmed me on a camera then insisted on giving my phone number into the lense. So drunk by close they became a tad annoying. They'll probably have memory loss tomorrow.... Dealing with drunk people takes work.

Not all people are annoying though.

It's a job of so many brief encounters. One person comes and goes, then the next comes along. Everyone leaves at the end of the night. I stay on to close. Drive home in the quiet of the night alone.

Think I'll nod off to a dvd again.....

For the first time since starting work feels a little like routine. Maybe I just miss so many of my friends and family I'm losing touch with. But that's growing up.. Moving on...

My new extended family is now the Termy. But I've made so many more new freinds here. Enjoying almost every moment. This is my current phase in life.

Things seem alot different this year. People moving on. Mick's getting married next week. Andy and Tim expecting any day... Where am I at?? The same place in some ways, somewhere else in others. Still single... Potentials come and go.

I'm listening to some INXS as i write this. Was also watching the 91 Wembly DVD earlier today.... Hutch truly was an amazing talent.

Climbing as we fall
We dare to hold on to our fate
And steal away our destiny
To catch ourselves with quiet grace

Storey to storey
Building to building
Street to street
We pass each other on the stairs

Listened to by the walls
We share the same spaces
Repeated in the corridors
Performing the same movements